Just One of the Many...

How do people develop the ability to let things roll off of their backs? I really do envy those floks, seeing as how I pretty much let anything and everything get to me in some way or another. I want so badly to see jacked up things happening and not let anything about said jacked up situation get to me in any way shape or form. Yeah right! I pretty much do the exact opposite of that on a day to day basis. I also have a little something called a "savior complex, " which I believe also stems from the before mentioned disorder. I don't think that there is anything REALLY wrong with either one of those two things, but when they are in any way involved with "Annie B." it seems like my life and the problem become totally meshed together into one big ball of drama and emotions. Ugh. I just want everyone to be happy and to fix the world's problems one f*#%ed up situation at a time, but the thing that I seem to always forget is that I need to fix all of he million problems in my own life. "Want in one hand, crap in the other and see which one fills up faster" says Al B. He is right, of course, but he doesn't need to know that.